I hate you
I hate me
I hate everything
life hates me
I’ve been hurt and you know it
you broke me not once not twice but three times
you expect me to forgive you and understand that you fell in love with someone who is better than me
but you keep rubbing it in on how I fucked up and how I wasn't good enough for you
you said you never loved me you only said you did because you felt bad for me
you let my love for you grow stronger than you hurt me
you told me you hated me
you said I’m better off dead
you don’t want me here
you said you didn't want me in your life that you never did
you told me that I was ugly
that I was a mistake
you said you were only with me because you felt bad…
because you weren't over your ex-girlfriend
you yelled you hated me
you through me away life I was nothing
now you're now here’s to be found
that same night,
I took the razor and placed it on my wrist
I pressed down deeper, and deeper
until I couldn’t bleed no more
you got a call the next day
saying that I took my own life
and that I left a note that was for you
the note said,
"you told me you hated me, you said you didn’t want me in your life, you said I was a mistake, that I was ugly. you lied to me, that promise you made YOU BROKE IT, so now your wish is granted I’m now out of your life, I’m no longer living BECAUSE OF YOU! I love you even though you hurtled me.... goodbye my love."
Author Notes: i don't know where this came from but i wrote it
United States • 23 years old