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Sentimental_creatureSalty Mama !
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Why do they stay?

I tell them to leave.

The scars, the lovers, the urges.

Why do I love pain?

The feeling of the blades dragged along my skin,

tearing me apart, slowly.

The empty bottles.

I drink until I forget.

I pop the pills.

The pills that are supposed to make it better.

Why am I depressed?

I have everything I want and need.

A boyfriend, loving mum, annoyingly cute sister, a house and food.

Oh wait.

I know!

It’s me.

​​​​​​​I don’t want me. Do I need me either?​​​​​​​

​​​​​​​There are voices sometimes, that will tell me this isn’t right. But why should I listen? They’re just voices. Whispers in my head that are the small figments of hope in my imagination.

He helps. He makes me smile and feel better, even if I make him upset. I don’t know what I ever did to deserve what I have.

The writing helps. I write songs. Dozens.

But sometimes, it’s not enough.

Then again..

will it ever be?

Author Notes: Hello. Please, don’t ask what this is, and if you do, ask me privately. Or don’t. Whatever, do what you’d like. I love all of you dorks, stay cool

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Sentimental_creature
Salty Mama !
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15+
Posted
8 Oct, 2019
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