There’s rain clouds in my head
They fill me with dread
Everyday I wake up with this feeling in me
Makes me want to flee
Breaks me little by little each day
Tears flow out of my eyes
Why won’t I stop crying?
It just tears me up inside
This feeling affects my loved ones
Makes them ashamed of me
I’m sorry I’m this way
Can’t you see?
Trying to be the best I can be
I push myself to do my best in everything
To at least pretend this feeling doesn’t exist
Can’t any of you see that!?
You just see me as a mistake, huh?
Like I don’t belong?
Well I don’t
Born in the wrong place, the wrong time
Like I said, there’s rain clouds in my head
That fills me with dread
The blades ease the feel
Numbs the pain, you see
Takes it away for a while
So I can live out my day
But you will never see!
You will never get it!
You will always say I’m lying
All I want is attention, right?
Well, that’s where your wrong
Because I really feel like I do not belong..
These rain clouds in my head just don’t make sense..
Tears me away all the time
Soon will tear me from my life...