All she does is lie, says she’s my friend, but she acts different around them
With every word she speaks is just a stabbing pain of every lie
While really, in her mind she wishes I would die
Maybe it’s fun for her to see me cry,
Then say she’s sorry and makes me believe she was the victim
But there is also the fun times we have,
Whenever we’re alone
And with all the laughter that fills my bones
Is only a reminder of her other side
The side they like
The side she puts on like a mask to hide herself
That or she takes off the mask I call my friend
And as every day reaches an end
So does our friendship... if that’s what it was
I’m so dumb, I can’t even hold back my stupid tears
Why does my heart break, when hers is fake?
But you can’t break what's already broken,
Yet I feel every smack, every attack
And I fall into every trap she sets
I’m just desperate she says, and maybe I am
But how does that justify the pain you inflict on me?
How could I be so blind?
If only I could see
See the colors that cause my eyes to leak
Every one represents another crack as they slip down my cheek
In my heart, slowly turning black
Black into the darkness from every fight
Tell me... why did you turn out the light?