I am a survivor of suicide. Of 12 attempts actually. I am going to share a story. Before hand i am putting a trigger warning: suicide, coming out, profanity. If you have no intention to listen to any of these, keep scrolling.
When i was 13 i told my mom i was Bisexual. She hit me with a frying pan, took me to the store and handed me a pair of boxers, and a lacy bra. With those in my hand, she pulled me around the store anouncing it to people. Saying that i am a sin, and that she was to disown this monster, and that when i died i was deffinatley going to hell. My own mother, my own blodd someone who was supposed to love you from birth, In my case my mom has hated me since birth.She had tried to drown me 7 times between the ages of 3 to 6.
I dont really know where i was going with this but suicide is not the answer. If your feeling down message me. I will get back to you as soon as possible.
Author Notes: I dont really know where i was going with this. Honestly dont. I was just feeling the website out.
United States • 21 years old