I've been through this, many times actually. I felt that my dad never loved me, and that people used me. But once I got through that I found the love that people sent through hugs, gifts, even saying certain words. Just don't do this

Listen, you are strong, you can get through this. Please, you are not a failure. I understand how you feel, I’ve been there myself, but please don’t do this.

I understand what is happening here. But I wish you were definitely happier! And I'd love for you to stay... for as long as you can