The Favorite

Dear Anonymous,

You say you have no favorites but you show otherwise. You treat her like the queen. Like she is everything to you. What am I? Am I a nobody? Am I invisible?

It has always been her. You would keep the biggest secret ever for her but you tell on me for the smallest things. I don´t feel like I belong around you. You don´t speak to me. I feel like a nobody. Do I matter to you?

I know everyone is different but what is so different that you treat me like someone you have never known and her like she is a perfect queen? She´s not perfect you know. No one is.

You say you have no favorites but it doesn´t seem that way. Did I do something wrong? I have felt like this for years now. I know she is the favorite and she will always be. Why lie about it though? I would rather you tell me the truth and be hurt rather than straight up being lied to.

I know she is the favorite. I feel unwelcome, like I don´t belong. What did I do? Can´t we all be loved the same? What makes me different? We all sin. We all make mistakes. How am I different? Can´t we all be loved the same?

Author Notes: Just tell me the truth!

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