i wake up and look at the sky. yes it is blue and bright but my life isn't. i wish i was like the sun.i wish i could shine even in such days that i feel such great sorrow. i wish i could show my light to everyone like the sun does without discriminating those that don't deserve it. wish i was me than the person i pretend to be. but i must hard all my emotions since no one must see it or feel it. as i don't deserve happiness,that's what my mother taught me and i stick to it.