I can still hear the words circling in my head. All the things I keep telling myself. "You're worthless", it echos. "You're nothing", it repeats. It continue to get louder and louder coming up with new things to bring me down everyday. And I can't stop it. I can't even control my own head, my own thoughts. How could you tell me it is not about self perspective but rather what those around me say? How can I even begin to let in the worlds of others when my head is constantly overwhelmed with the my own thoughts? And they aren't saying anything. Well, if you can even find a 'they'. You see, there is no one around me. I am alone, have always been and probably will forever be. I'm afraid the voices will never stop. I am the only living thing around to fill my head with thoughts. But at least the thoughts will remain true. I am worthless and I am nothing.