Tired

I wish someone told me how tiring the end of a relationship can be,

Watching the person you love drain from their eyes,

And fear replacing what once was glee,

I wish I would have known everything I know now,

Not to give up parts of myself,

Because I don't recognize either of us and I don't know how,

I feel like I was walking on the beach,

With the waves coming in,

And soon enough you had sucked me out to sea like a leach,

I know I am the only one to blame,

But I wish you would take some responsibility,

Or at least feel the same,

Because I feel like I'm stuck out at sea,

And I am trying my best to float,

But I've grown so tired holding onto what used to be,

This raftwood of hope is starting to sink,

I was hoping you'd save me,

But I am finally at the brink,

I wish I would have known,

So I wouldn't have loved someone

Who would disappear when their cover was blown,

And I am tired

I am so tired