Sitting on my bed
Staring at my image
In the mirror in front
I wonder - how can I be this unhappy?
How could my heart feel this heavy?
There’s this nothingness sitting over me
Which i want to escape
I feel lost in a cage
I need something to keep me going
Because I’ve lost my own sense
And I’m left with nothing else
Even tears , tonight, have left my chest
I FEEL EMPTY
I have nothing much to say
Except that I’m scared
Scared of losing me once again
I feel small and weak
And physically falling sick
I wanna scream and run to some place HAPPY
I wanna feel something which is not COLD and EMPTY
So Darling Me - Please Calm down
And stay with Me tonight
I don’t wanna feel lonely.