i wasted my first kiss
wasted my first boyfriend
never been on a real date though
yet he got me flowers
and he was my valatine
i always felt like no one had a crush on me
and yet he did
although i pretned like i dont care and im not over it, we never finsihed what we started. it just stopped.
it's not really a big deal anyway
but it is, i can't pretned i dont think about the time we spent togehter every day
every second of everyday
i've been alive for 16 years, and only he has made me feel worthy
he made me feel pretty
i wasted my first love
he didnt want to hug me, kiss me
did he even liek me like he said he did?
did he just want me because he was bored?
no boy has ever got to know me
no boy has ever wanted to hold me and kiss me goodnight
no boy has ever posted me
no boy has called me pretty
instead they called me hot
that was until him...