First time I saw him, my heart beat faster. I don't know why, i don't know why. And i heard his friends call him "Jogi" good name. I really can't stop thinking about him. Next day, i tried to acquainted with him. Finally he knew my name. And everytime he called my name, i felt like i'm flying. I felt happy, seriously. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I felt shy, I felt a weird feeling, is it love?
And slowly, I became close to him. And i'm sure that i love him. But i realize that i cannot be with him, i'm not perfect. In fact, he is a perfect boy and i'm a girl with many flaw. I knew. I knew that he'll maybe won't be my special person. And later, i knew that he already have a girlfriend, a beautiful girlfriend, more beautiful than me. She's perfect. And I'm unperfect.
That fact made me drop. I'm broken heart. I thought that my heart won't felt the pain forever, but I'm wrong. I still hurt. I still hurt. I still hurt. I still hurt. I want to shout I STILL HURT. WHY HE DOESN'T LOVE ME to everyone. I still hurt, I still hurt, until now.