Lost and cold - sat there in the rain so for my tears were hidden.
Felt unrealistic - felt fake - left wondering where I went wrong - left wondering why I wasn't good enough.
Didn't expect too much but surely didn't expect this - didn't blame you once - couldn't hate you for one bit - hated myself for not hating you.
Hurts like crazy; can't open my mouth to utter a word - haven't blinked - was finally, for once, scared of life.
Shattered and broken yet I still want you... WHY?
You broke me in a way
that i don't want to go back
but the sore truth is that
I simply just can't let you go!
And all she wanted,
was for someone to be silent, step into her heart and understand all she was unable to express or put into words.
Understand nothing, but all those beautiful feelings and answers she just couldn't word out... as to why?