My brain is numb. I feel like I have been injected with some retarded drug that makes you feel nothing except for the rare prick of sadness. I don't understand why you would do that. Why would you out of all people do that to me??? I don't feel anger. Just betrayal. It scares me. I sit on my bed at night because I can't seem to breathe when I lie down. Thinking of the way your eyes looked at me, with zero recognition. My cry for help didn't even stir you, no flinching, no expression on your damned face. I don't think you'll ever realise what a tangled mess you've turned me into.