Trying to Forget

I'm trying to forget

all the days

that we spent together

I'm trying to forget

the fact

that I'll be alone forever.

Im trying to forget

the days

of you and I,

im trying to forget

the moment

i saw it in your eyes,

That you no longer loved me

And instead despised

everything I was.

You went around and lied

to my teachers and our friends

about me.

They never trusted me again.

I'm trying to forget

when you asked me

"what's wrong?"

and I said "nothing"

because I was trying

to not move on

without you.

But then a month later I had to,

because you replaced me,

just like you always do

when you lose a friend.

I'm trying to forget

the moment you avoided my eyes

and said you couldn't talk to me anymore.

There's nothing I could do

about any of you.

I'm trying to forget

how it feels

to be broken inside.

I'm trying to forget

all of you.

Author Notes: “I always said I’d take a bullet for you. I just didn’t realize that you’d be the one holding the gun.”