Was it worth it?
was it worth destroying my self esteem?
was it worth being the villain in my dreams?
was it worth all that you did to me?
i hope you are happy
of what you did to me
cuz you did so dang much.
was it worth it?
are you satisfied?
was it worth breaking my heart?
was it worth our friendship?
i would have given you everything i possibly could,
but it wasn't enough
and what you wanted me to give you was space,
so I did.
Its been 11 months today
I dont think its space you wanted,
i think what you wanted was me gone.
Do you ever miss me,
cuz sometimes I still miss you.
i look through our texts
but all I can see
is the toxic person
you decided to be.
So... was it worth it?
Was it worth losing me?