So Utah I will continually give you these letters not to make you feel bad, it is so you see that what you caused, caused pain, death, and suicide. And yes, I am blaming you for all of these but somewhere in between it caused love, so only feel bad for about 95 percent of it.
𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻'𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂
🐣😝 𝕐ｏ𝓤ｒ 𝓔ˣ ☮🎉
The car ride was silent, too silent. We haven't talked for an hour and a half. I tried to open my mouth, but each time tears slide down my cheeks.
"I-"
"Don't wanna talk about it!" Tokyo shouted it made me sob a little more,
"I'm-"
"Not sorry?" I snapped, "I don't care anymore Tok," and of course the nickname he hated slipped out of my mouth but as I said, I didn't care.
and that's how we didn't talk for another hour.
Listen Utah -well read- this didn't happen for no reason. You're wondering if I was doing this is the car well keep reading.
"What are you doing?" asked West breaking the silence,
"I am trying to make Utah feel kinda guilty for what he has done," I said ad I started the letters,
"Tell him to go f* himself," West said
"Really?" I told her, "If I remember correctly you are the one who had a humungous crush on him for 5th grade," I told her smirking
"You had a crush on that dude?" Tokyo said trying to be involved, "Everyone in the school thought he was gay," Tokyo said gripping the steering wheel,
"You okay?" I asked him as he pulled into my driveway, but when he was about to answer he gripped it again we saw two very familiar people.....
You know what happens next Utah, we both do. Why did you do it though?
𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻'𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂
🐣😝 𝕐ｏ𝓤ｒ 𝓔ˣ ☮🎉
You know what happens next Utah, we both do. Why did you do it though?
𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻'𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂
🐣😝 𝕐ｏ𝓤ｒ 𝓔ˣ ☮🎉
Stupid date night dinners!
Why did have to be today?
"Why the hell did you decide to show up?" I asked him very loud, "WE are OVER!" I snapped I did, he did not deserve food, not my food at least
"What did Tok-"
"Nothing you need to know!" I snapped again,
"GET THE HELL OF MY LAWN!" I screamed at him,
I went inside crying telling my family what had happened
My dad told me he knew he was no good, but he was the one who took him out to the men's barbecue with his brothers.
And of course, my freshman little sister then asked if she could have him.
I am doing a lot of snapping these days,
might join the snap, crackle and pop gang.
Someones gonna have to die too,
"Unless you wanna be a side chick," I yelled, "You can have him!"
So that's how my life is just great!
~𝔩𝔢 𝔫𝔢𝔵𝔱 𝔡𝔞𝔶~
I decide to dress like an h*e even though it's not Halloween
Booty shorts, cropped checkered top yellow and black with a tie it yourself chocker.
I then but on my very long/tall boot heels the black of course. For the hell of it, I put on my lace -kind of- stockings.
Everyone is staring at me including the dude that calls me Nutella, he is cute, so I go up to him and start making out with him.
He starts to rub my p*y -nice-
We don't do it though, I just give him my number and leave the closet
I do the same with a couple of guys,
when I was leaving for another guy Utah comes up to me, at first I kiss him on the cheek he smirks I then kick him in his...well you know where.
So I hoped you enjoyed this letter Utah. Remember 95%
𝓨𝓸𝓾𝓻'𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓵𝔂
🐣😝 𝕐ｏ𝓤ｒ 𝓔ˣ ☮🎉
Author Notes: I am so old. I wrote this like a year ago.....Might be cringy but lets make this my best story!
More to come :3
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