I haven't been eating lately and every time I do eat, I feel gross, so I throw up.
I can't stop doing it. I have to do it. If I don't I get really anxious and I can't breathe.
But once I do, I instantly feel better.
It took months for someone to notice I was doing this.
They asked me why?
I said I don't know. I just can't stop.
If I try to stop, I can't breathe. I can't do anything, cause I get really anxious, and I feel disgusting.
They tell me to stop, but they don't understand, I physically can not stop doing this.
They are trying to help me, so far nothings working.
I want to stop, but I don't know how.