1. I could write a WHOLE book on why you shouldn't do it lol I've even had thosethoughts myself <3
2. If you show your mom those (and edit it without the cuss word) maybe she'll understand. or write a note when you leave to school) It's harder to ignore or talk out of it when you have a one-way message

I really liked it you should make more like this (:

i feel this o-o

Please, dont give up! I enjoy reading and watching your progress and I would absolutely hate myself if one day you were just gone. Please, I'm begging you. I know you can get through this. You just have to stay strong. If you wont do it for yourself, do it for me. Please...